Friday, December 16, 2011

Pantry Project

This weeks project: Installing peg board in the pantry. I had thought about it before, but was re-inspired after seeing it in the Design Sponge at Home book by Grace Bonney. I'm so excited! It freed up a ton of space in my tiny kitchen AND it looks awesome, if I don't say so myself. My dad and I (or maybe mostly my dad) did it in one afternoon. Not bad.

I still need to paint it to match the walls. I should have done that before hanging it on the wall, but I didn't have any more paint on hand, and if I know anything about myself it's that if I don't do something that minute, it will never get done.

My inspiration.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

New Bed!

I got an early Christmas present. I love it, and now I want to spend all my time in my room. (ps. I totally copied my older sister Amy. I guess some things never change, haha.)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Friday, November 4, 2011

I feel like I've forgotten what it's like to care about things beyond myself for a while now. There's a whole world outside my little bubble and I'd like to be a part of it again.

Staycation: Days 5 & 6

Oops, I got a bit behind on the posting. I've been busy!! So, days 5 and 6 consisted of hammering, hammering and a bit more hammering. Then we hammered some more. But the roof is done now, just in time for the rain this week! My dad and I got the tar paper on and then hammered more shingles on than I care to think about. It looks great. I'm thinking about permanently leaving the ladder there so I can hang out up there and watch the planes go by and my neighbors smoke weed aallllllllllll day long. You learn a lot hanging out on a roof for days at a time.

My mom finished putting the hooks on the curtains on Saturday and they look great! I really am happy with them and it's nice to have a bit of privacy at night now (my neighbors across the street probably appreciate it too, haha). Then my mom cleaned my house while I was gone. Ah, I love my parents.

It was a good week of work, followed up with much needed hang out time with my friends on Friday, Saturday and Sunday night. Going back to work on Monday was not easy and then I got really lazy this week! Aaaaahh, I need to keep up the momentum. I didn't get all of my to-do list done (big surprise) so there's still lots of work to do. I feel good about what we did finish though. It was a lot. Thanks awesome parents!

Friday, October 28, 2011

Staycation: Day 4

Day four was a half day. A much needed half day, probably! My dad finished sealing the roof and started chopping down the purple leaf plum tree next to the garage. I generally prefer not to cut down healthy, mature trees, but this one has 3 main branches leaning on the garage and we would lose half the tree if we cut just those off. It makes more sense to just cut the whole thing down. I'll miss having the tree screen the view of the power lines, but at least it will give me another place to plant a fruit tree. Apricot, I'm thinking.

My mom and I started on the kitchen cafe curtains. The sewing went pretty quickly with my mom folding and pinning and me sewing. Now I just have to hand sew little metal rings on to the curtains that will slide onto the curtain rods. That's going to be the slow part.

Having a half day meant I had some extra energy in the evening and decided to go hang out with friends. Some friends of mine were having an outdoor movie screening get together that I had basically been talking myself out of going to all day. I have a bad habit of doing that. Sometimes I feel so grown up and different, and sometimes I realize I'm exactly the same way I was in grade school, junior high, and high school. I've always been a bit shy when it comes to friends. I always question whether or not I'm really invited or if people really want me around. It's been especially bad this past year. All sorts of hypothetical scenarios play out in my head, keeping me from showing up at group functions. For a while it was justifiable and kept me away from situations that probably wouldn't have been good for me emotionally, but it's not always like that anymore. Lately, every time I force myself to show up somewhere or initiate hanging out, it always ends up being fun. I don't know why I play these games in my head. Confidence is definitely something I need to work on. Last night, as I was telling everyone about all the work I've been doing on the house this week, my friends kept asking when I was finally going to have people over to show off all the new changes. I realized that it's probably been over a year since I've had all my friends over. I just haven't felt confident enough to initiate a party at my house. Will people show up? Will they have fun? Will it be awkward? It's ridiculous and pathetic. So that's my goal now. I need to have people over more. Family, friends, coworkers, anyone. I need to start being independently social again. It was easy as a couple, now I need to do it on my own.

400+ lbs of shingles in the Mini. What a workhorse.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Staycation: Day 3

Day three was a little more of day two. My dad finished putting all the new plywood on the room and I helped him nail it all in and draw chalk lines. It's all trimmed up now and ready for the roofing paper and whatever final material we decide to put on top. We had hope to do galvanized metal roofing, but the stuff we are finding is too expensive and really cheap quality, so we'll probably just go with asphalt shingles. Not exactly what I wanted, but I'm not terribly disappointed. At this point I'll just be glad to have a roof that doesn't leak and didn't cost me a fortune.

The painting in my room is all done and I love it! It's such a great change and feels so new. When I put my room back together, I took my moms suggestion and moved my bed in the corner between the windows. I don't know why I never thought that would work before. It's so much more spacious looking and it looks way better. I'm thinking about copying my older sister, Amy (which she has accused me of doing our whole life...justifiably) and buying a black metal bed frame from Ikea. I think it will really make the room look complete. It's this one:

Scout helps me blog.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Staycation: Day 2

Although today wasn't completely work free (I had to be at a job site at 6:30 a.m. to lay out plants), it still ended up being pretty productive. My parents (who I might have mentioned are awesome) showed up bright and early and started working before I even got back for the job site. My dad kept working on the garage today and my mom and I spent a lot of time driving around town, gathering supplies. While it didn't feel as physically productive as yesterday, it was actually really useful. We got paint samples, bought fabric for the kitchen windows, went back and bought a gallon of paint for the bedroom after painting samples all over the walls and prepped my room for painting. After my parents left for the evening, I started painting my room. I got two of the four walls finished, but I'm exhausted, so I'll save the rest for tomorrow. It looks awesome so far, though! I should stay home from work more often :)

New plywood on the roof.

View from the roof.

The paint is called Slate Green, although it's actually more of a blue-grey. It's bluer than the photos makes it look.

Got a free shelf from my design client today!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Staycation: Day 1

Not a bad day at all. My dad worked on tearing the old, rotted wood off of the garage roof while my mom and I tore out all the ugly bushes in the front yard and dug up crab grass. Yesterday I gathered paint samples for my bedroom and the living room. I think I found a good one for the bedroom but I'm still deciding on the living room. Too many choices! I also replaced the flush handle on my toilet. My plans for the kitchen curtains keep getting foiled. I finally decided to go with a sample I had gotten a couple weeks ago, and when I returned to the fabric store they were all out :( So I got a couple more samples, decided on one and drove back today to get it with my mom only to find the store closed at 4:00! Who closes that early?! Oh well, I'll get those curtains done one way or another. Here are some photos of today's work:

Roof ripped off.



Ripped the bushes out with the Explorer. I felt tough.

Self Help

Channeling Stuart Smalley. Nerd.

Friday, October 21, 2011



I've been in a bit of a rut this past year. Finding the energy and motivation to get things accomplished has been a challenge to say the least. Unfortunately, I am not the type of person who pours themselves into projects and busy work in an effort to take their mind off of bad times. No, I am the type of person who is basically crippled by it and I shut down. I envy those on the other side. Instead, I wallow in it, and the more things I have on my to-do list, the less I do. And the less I do, the more depressed and upset I get with myself for falling so far behind. It's a vicious cycle. It's a cycle I'm determined to break though. My last brief but intense relationship fell apart, in part, because of this lack of motivation and drive I've been experiencing. There were obviously other reasons for it not working out, but this one in particular is something I don't want to be an issue next time around. And next time around, I've decided, is not going to be for a while. Not until I learn how to be motivated, organized and comfortable with being alone. I want to be ready and baggage free next time.

In an effort to break this cycle, I've been making lists, doing a little bit at a time and trying to figure out a system that works for me. At the beginning of the month I decided that I need some time off of work. I haven't taken a real vacation from work in as long as I can remember and I think I deserve it. So tomorrow I start my week vacation and I'm not going anywhere. Instead I've decided to stay at home and do some serious work on my house. I've enlisted the help of my awesome parents and I've made an impossibly long list of things I want to get accomplished. I'm realistic enough to know that I won't get it all done, but it's a start and I'm excited. Here's my list.

  • Put a new roof on the garage
  • Weed and plant the front yard
  • Paint my bedroom and the living room (choose paint colors)
  • Sew curtains for the kitchen
  • Design the backyard landscape
  • Clean up the vegetable garden area (possibly buy wood from the guy down the street for raised planters)
  • Plant my two grape plants
  • Organize my paperwork
Wish us luck.